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Jul 17, 2004

uhh stuff

Well people have been yelling at me 4 not updating this so i guess sum ppl acutally read this so i guess i'll update...
Vegas was really fun--hott but it wuz tolerable.. uhhh we saw the blueman group while we were there.. they r awesome omg that wuz a funny show lol... we also saw a hypnotist show.. one person we went w/ got hypnotized--lemme tell ya that crap is real lmao. umm we saw dolphins n the secret garden of siegfried and roy that wuz cool.. and other stuff but i really dont remember lol..

A lot of crap has been happening and i hate it.. and everyone has already taken a whole lotta crap from me bout this so im just gna write all complainging here cuz idk ppl wanna hear it ne more.. ehhh i dont even wanna complain here cuz then u still hafta listen 2 it wen u read it.. so w/e i'll just complain in my head..

Sarah came over today :-) that wuz fun.. we made Dan Radcliffe a really nice birthday card. Its all sparkely and it has glow in the dark letters on it its really cool. its not done yet though so i think were gna finish that tomorrow.. we also played harry poter clue and trivia.. man did i suck at trivia lol.. and then we played scrabble lmao that wuz funny.. we were like all making up our own words n stuff it wuz great..

Me n Jenn went 2 go c A Cinderella Story tonight.. llmmaaoo that wuz so funny.. not just the movie but cuz we were tired.. we went 2 liek the 920 one so i had 2 keep eating 2 stay awake.. well choclocate and me tired definatley dont mix.. i just kept cracking up the whole movie.. and then.. jenn goes omg wuts on that guys head?! n i look 2 rows ahead of us n theres like this bright red dot on this guys head so we were laughing bout that 4 the rest of the movie.. but then at the end.. we realized it wuz headphones so that wuz really funny.. yea n then waiting outside wuz really funny.. there were these 2 old ladies.. they get into this mini van.. turn on sum 70s rap music blare it light up sum ciggies and roll the windows down n they were like dancing i wuz like wooooo girls gone wild lmao.. it wuz funny.

yea thats about all but i stole this from Sarahs journal so do it pleeaassee...
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

And heres something in my own language that i made up that i really need to get out so dont worry if u dont understand this.. lol..

CFUKGSUYACEILLPSYACEERSYYZ

ok now im done :-) do the survey bye!

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Jul 3, 2004

Happy 4th!

Hey Guys! Its not the 4th of July yet but i no that i wont write then so i'll write now 4 it lol.. so yea Happy 4th of July :-)...

I haven't written in this thing for a very very long time.. im a bad girl lmao.. ne way.. yea goin 2 krystals today whoop whoop.. sleeping over.. then shes cummin bak here 4 the block party tomorrow and *fire*works*! we got $700 worth of em this year (haha oops we kinda went a li crazy lol) so yea that should b fun.. and then shes sleeping over n prolly jenn is 2 and then monday i hafta pack and crap cuz im leaving!!! yay!! gettin the hell outta here away from ppl that piss me off! :-D... but i am gna miss my friends but i'll only b gone 4 a week so who cares lol..

Hmmm what else is new... umm nothing really.. saw White Chicks last night haha that wuz funny... omg it wuz great i wuz talkin to amanda and we were watchin bug juice (if u dont watch Disney--its a show about kids at summer camp) and i wuz like i wanna go to summer camp but i wouldn't wanna b in the girls bunk cuz of cat fights n pms n crap.. so instead of white chick im gna b black dude.. n it wuz just so funny.. yea and then i started watchin the whiz.. lmao the hip version of the wizard of oz.. w/ micheal jackson as the scarecrow haha.. fell asleep though so i didnt c the whole thing..

yea well i guess i gta go do stuff.. like clean my room a lil and get ready 4 krystals cuz im leaving in like 20 mins.. so i'll ttyl.. dont no if im gna write again b4 i leave so if not.. i hope i have fun! lol but im sure i will and YES i will tell u everything wen i get bak lol... ok well yea i'll ttyl bye!

Love Always,
Gina

Happy 4th of July!

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Jun 24, 2004

Excited!

Hahaha wooooo im sooooo excited!!

Today im goin 2 Busch Gardens --yaay!!-- haha :-D

In 11 days i will be on a plane on my way 2 Las Vegas :-D :-D i can't wait... yyaayyy!..

And in 10 days it will be the 4th of July--which means blockparty but idk if its gna b the same this year :-(

And this girl made these things for me so ima put them on here.. :-)

:-D.... i also made one myself but im waiting 4 photobucket to open up so i can put it in there so i can show u guys! :-)

(edited) ok well photobucket opened so heres wut i made..

and...

and some else but its still not gna work so o well!.. hope u like em!

ok well i dont have ne thing else 2 write and i hafta get ready so i guess ima go now.. ttyl bye!

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Jun 20, 2004

This Weekend

Hey omg this weekend wuz fun...

Well Firday i went 2 the veiwing and then to the dance recital... i saw maria and sarah and a whole bunch of ppl from shs there.. it wuz weird lol.. recital wuz good though.. then Saturday.. i went 2 the funeral and then... amandas parents picked me up n we went 2 party daze (me n amanda were dancing n singing in the store haha it wuz fun) then we drove down to tampa and went 2 pizza hut and the IMAX Theatre...

There were so many funny things.. lemme name em all lol...

At Pizza Hut:
-we were on the way out.. and they have mints by the counter so i gave everyone one and i took one opened it and ate it.. well there wuz a podeum thing behind me that had a sign on the front that said 'please wait 2 b seated' so i wuz lookin 4 a garbage n i looked at it really fast n i thought it said 'thank u' so i walked over there and was pushing and pushing on the sign 2 try 2 open it like a garbage can lmfao.. it wuz so funny
In Splitsville: (a bowling alley/billard room/bar)
-me n amanda walk up 2 3 different waitresses and asked where the bathroom wuz n they gave us sum really confusing directions to behind the bar but there wuz like 3 bars so then we walk up 2 the 4th waitress Amadna:"excuse me maam sry 2 bother u but where r the bathrooms?" waitress # 4:"oo we dont have ne but u can go next door" Amanda:"OMG U MEAN 3 OTHER PPL LIED 2 US TELLIN US THERE WUZ A BATHROOM IN HERE?!" waitress # 4:::cracks up:: "i wuz just kidding its right bak there" we were like OMG!! lol it wuz funny though
In the IMAX theatre:
-OK the seats recline in there and amandas mom wuz sitting behind me w/ her feet on the back of my seat (this is b4 the movie dont worry) ok so.. amandas all chilled bak reclined in her seat n im pushing and pushing n i just dont go bak me:"MY SEAT IS BROKEN!!" and then amanda tells me her moms feet r on my seat... so then her mom lets up a lil and i recline and amadnas mom pushes me foward well everytime i would go bak she would push me up and it looked like i wuz having a seizure lmao it wuz so great everyone wuz crackin up..
-amanda has to go to the bathroom amanda:"tell my mom were goin potty" ok so i tap her mom right.. and i guess it wuz a scary part in the movie cuz her mom jumped like 10 feet lol...
-In the bathroom.. sum old lady wuz walkin out the door she grabs her ass n says "oohh my pads dripping" i wuz like OMG THANKS!
-OK so we come bak from the bathroom and its all dark in the theatre right... well we were sitting in the front row in the middle so we climbed under a bar 2 get 2 our seats instead of bothering everyone.. well amanda goes 2 her seat but i thought her parents were the next ppl over and she went in infront of them 2 bother them so they would hafta move.. so i keep walkin.. and i grab the bar to go sit by these ppl that i thought were amandas parents and i start sayin sumtin 2 em n they were like HUH?! n i wuz like OHH MY BAD! and i started crackin up laughing n i fell 2 the floor cuz i wuz crying n the lady leans over 2 amanda n goes "is she alright?!" lmao...

OK so yea i think thats it.. o yea and btw the movie we were seeing was Harry Potter PoA--yes that wuz my 3rd time lmao-- so much fun :-)

Well my hands hurt from typing all that n its thundering so i guess im gna go now.. --Happy Fathers Day!-- bye!

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Jun 15, 2004

B l A h!

Hey Guys!

Well lots of crap has been happening so really haven't had much time 2 write.. :-/

This weekend wuz fun. Amanda came over and we went swimming and then i went 2 her house and slept over (we got dairy queen --ahh oreo blizzards yummmmmmm--) omg that night wuz so funny.. i made her stay up til like 4 in the morning bcuz i wuz really hyper... she sang 2 me and we made fun of patti mayonoaise (lmfao) "oh my lord its patty mayonoaise" hahaha... great times.. o yea and who could 4get her song:
i believe i can fly, i got shot by the FBI,
all i wanted was a chicken wing, but i got shot in the ding a ling
it fell off on the floor, now i dont have it ne moorreee
(lmao.. there wuz more but i 4got it)
yea then we walked w/ kelly down 2 Mallorys house where kizzer was invented lmao.. that wuz funny.. o yea and wen it wuz pouring me mallory kelly and amanda all went outsdie dancing in the rain singing girls just wanna have fun lol..

That was about it... i have nothing more 2 write so i shall be going now.. (haha its so proper)... bye!

P.S. I made something its really cool but idk how 2 put it in here so wen i figure it out u'll c it...

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Jun 9, 2004

obsession list

Hey Guys :-)...

Yesss this is about Daniel Radcliffe again... and maybe a lil lightning idk yet lol... this time.. me and sarah made an obsession list lol

You Know You're Obsessed With Daniel Radcliffe When...

1. ur name is sarah or gina
2. u spend all day lookin up pics and quotes of him to put in a notebook
3. you write stuff all over pics of him and put them into a picture album on the computer
4. you get turned on by him cursing ("I dont really care Im growing damnit! :D)
5. u dream about making out with him (or anything like that)
6. you plan how ur gonna meet him and marry him and how many kids ur gonna have
7. you can't sleep at night cuz ur too busy thinking about him
8. you get mad at the thought of him having a girlfriend
9. you watch videos of him over and over just 2 hear his hott accent, have him make u laugh, or hear him say the word damnit
10. you start saving money to fly to the next premiere
11. you wonder if rape is illegal in britain -didn't work wen i looked it up on google lmao-
12. you and your friend decide how to share him and come up with ways to meet him *cough*win a date with dan radcliffe*cough*
13. you search everywhere on the internet for a video interview that came out 2 years ago.. ((for 3 hours i might add lol))
14. you make an obsession list
15. you go to britishairways.com and type in from florida to london to see how much it would cost for u 2 fly there --1480 roundtrip 4 2 ppl ::cough cough::-- and then plan to fly to new york and meet him halfway for the premiere :-)
16. you hope n pray to have a dream about harry potter being naked and even learn how to say 'i want to see harry potter naked' in different languages
17. you say the words damn n damnit all the time just because you heard him say it on an interview
18. you see something shiny on the floor and wen u look its not there and you say it dissappeared ("like harry potter putting on an invisibility cloak") and then blame it on tiredness*
19. all you do is talk about him
20. everything thinks ur crazy except yourself (and in our case our other dan obsessed friend)

21. you update ur journal like 10 times to keep adding dan obsessions --this must b like my 9th time back here--
22. you leave your dan obsessed friend to watch video clips of dan ::cough:: me ::cough::
23. you just sit around and wait for ur dan obsessed friend to get back so that u can talk about him some more ::cough:: sarah ::cough:: ((10th time editing this thing lol)
24. you start referring to ur obsessions as numbers on your list (ex. Sarah:brb Gina: ::23::) lmao.. ((11th time! ::21:: haha))

*oXo BabiG89 oXo: wooooo
oXo BabiG89 oXo: either im really tired or there sumtin shiny on the floor n it went poof like harry potter puttin on an invisibility cloak
SweetxShortie22: lmfao
SweetxShortie22: u kno ur obsessed when that happens too

SweetxShortie22: woo i added the damn convo to my journal
SweetxShortie22: lmao
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lol which one?
oXo BabiG89 oXo: or do u mean the DAMN convo?
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao
SweetxShortie22: it starts at where ui said dude uts not gonna let me update.. all the way to when u said we're the most obsessive
SweetxShortie22: lmao i mean the DAMN convo
lmfao that wuz funny...

o and the convo shes talkin bout..
SweetxShortie22: damn i gotta go back into livejournal
SweetxShortie22: lol
SweetxShortie22: dude its gonna be like "sorry u have updated ur journal too many times in the past 5 minutes"
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao i no right
oXo BabiG89 oXo: then u sit there screamin at ur computer "DAMN U LET ME IN"
SweetxShortie22: lmao
SweetxShortie22: yea and then my dad wakes up and yells at me for screaming damn
SweetxShortie22: and then i get grounded from the computer
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmfao i no right
SweetxShortie22: and then i cry for not being able to watch dan
SweetxShortie22: and then i have to go to a mental institute
oXo BabiG89 oXo: n then ur still screamin at ur computer cuz u cant go on it
SweetxShortie22: all cuz i said damn
SweetxShortie22: lol
oXo BabiG89 oXo: yea lmfao
SweetxShortie22: be like ok computer.. i'm not touching u.. open up internet.. i said OPEN UP INTERNET! DAMN YOU!
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao

more 2 come i'll add them when we think of them lol....

Anyway... the lightning parade was today --didn't go bcuz my mom wuz afraid she wuz gna get lost n not make it 2 the airport- but i watched it on tv.. it wuz fun.. and funny at times.. hmm airport wuz fun --ppl were comming back from their senior trip-- HOTT seniors i might add :-D... "its all good fun" haha i love the way british ppl talk :-) went 2 applebees 4 dinner.. im still full lol.. ok well im gna go now ttyl bye!

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Jun 8, 2004

Daniel Radcliffe :-D

Ooooo wow this night has been great! Of course it hasta do w/ Daniel Radcliffe and Sarah lmao... and yep u guessed it, im gna show u guys sum convos but dont worry they're HILLARIOUS! :-)

Ok so i show her a pic of Dan and Emma at a premire (i think?) and they look like they r just about 2 kiss (but they didnt... trust me u would no lol)..

SweetxShortie22: BITCH
oXo BabiG89 oXo: god can they get ne colser?!
SweetxShortie22: lol
SweetxShortie22: they cant have kissed tho cuz it would have been everywhere
SweetxShortie22: u kno thats what they were thinking
SweetxShortie22: i'm gonna cry :-(
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lol
SweetxShortie22: think theres something goin on between them now?
oXo BabiG89 oXo: well in the pic b4 that she wuz whispering sumtin in his ear
oXo BabiG89 oXo: no that wuz a while ago
SweetxShortie22: yea prolly i wanna make out with you
SweetxShortie22: heck thats what i would be whispering in his ear
SweetxShortie22: lol
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao me 23
oXo BabiG89 oXo: *2
oXo BabiG89 oXo: along w/ every other girl in this world
SweetxShortie22: yea right
SweetxShortie22: heres my master plan:
oXo BabiG89 oXo: ok ::pulls up a chair n chows down popcorn::
SweetxShortie22: i'm gonna move to britain, become reallyyy famous, have ppl begging me to do a huge part in a huge movie, get them all excited, tell them that i will ONLY do it if they put Daniel Radcliffe in it and include a lot of kissing scenes and stuff, and then after they agree, i'm going to get real close with daniel and woo him so that he will fall madly in love with me and we will get married and have 39 kids
SweetxShortie22: it'll work
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao
SweetxShortie22: and so we can keep track of the kids, their names will be dan 1 dan 2 dan 3, sarah 1 sarah 2 sarah 3 and so on
oXo BabiG89 oXo: omg i just said 2 my frined b4...
oXo BabiG89 oXo: dude i wish i became famous like now it would make it so much easier 4 me 2 b able 2 meet dan
SweetxShortie22: lol
SweetxShortie22: my plan will work
SweetxShortie22: it will
SweetxShortie22: u see
oXo BabiG89 oXo: but wut bout me :'(
SweetxShortie22: we're gonna be on the cover of people magazine in 20 years with our 39 kids
SweetxShortie22: you can be their nanny and occasionally i'll let you sleep with him
SweetxShortie22: lmfao
lmao...
SweetxShortie22: :-) we're gonna make such a happy family.. me, my wonderful husband daniel, my 39 kids (25 are girls ((oh god)) and the other 14 are boys.. and I have 5 sets of triplets, 3 sets of twins, and 1 set of quadruplets..and the rest are singles.. lol)and of course, our nanny, Gina.. (that is if she doesnt quit from goin thru hell from all our kids.. but i promised her well.. u can guess!
haha...

yea so then...

I was watchin this video and they asked Dan what he liked best about being 13.. you'll see the rest lol...

oXo BabiG89 oXo: omg it wuz funny they asked dan wut he liked best bout being 13
oXo BabiG89 oXo: n he wuz like

oXo BabiG89 oXo: prolly that im growing i used 2 b short but im growing now im still short for my year but im growing damnit!
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao
SweetxShortie22: omg he said damnit!
SweetxShortie22: where is this i wanna watch it
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao thats wut i said

oXo BabiG89 oXo: im gna watch it again just 2 hear him say that lmao
SweetxShortie22: lmfao
oXo BabiG89 oXo: is it bad that it turns me on wen he talks dirty? lmao
SweetxShortie22: no cuz it turns me on too

oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao ok good
SweetxShortie22: i wanna like rape him
oXo BabiG89 oXo: cuz i heard damnit n i wuz like oo!
SweetxShortie22: i'm getting shivers
SweetxShortie22: lol
oXo BabiG89 oXo: im puttin this in my faves.. did u watch it?
SweetxShortie22: yea omg
SweetxShortie22: just like the way he says it
SweetxShortie22: i'm like ooh hottie
oXo BabiG89 oXo: i no lol
oXo BabiG89 oXo: i could watch that all day
oXo BabiG89 oXo: hes so funny and i love his accent
oXo BabiG89 oXo: i think the accent turns me on more then anything
SweetxShortie22: me too i'm watching it for the 4th time
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lol

yeess.... haha i have no ofically watched that video like 10 times lmao.. and i wrote down wut he said 4 that whole question thing.. ahhh so nice :-D

Not done yet!...

SweetxShortie22: u kno what they should do
oXo BabiG89 oXo: wut??
SweetxShortie22: win a date with daniel radcliffe!
oXo BabiG89 oXo: OMG YEA
SweetxShortie22: i would enter like continuously
SweetxShortie22: and then i would woo him
SweetxShortie22: and marry him
oXo BabiG89 oXo: yea me 2 lmao
SweetxShortie22: and have my 39 kids
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmao
SweetxShortie22: we could enter together that says we come in a pair.. we're uhh.. siamese twins.. yea thats it
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmfao
oXo BabiG89 oXo: yep me n sarah joined at the butt
oXo BabiG89 oXo: no wait he needs that
oXo BabiG89 oXo: upp
oXo BabiG89 oXo: *umm
SweetxShortie22: lmfao
oXo BabiG89 oXo: me n sarah joined at the shoulder
SweetxShortie22: how about feet
SweetxShortie22: that way we're more flexible when it comes to umm yea
SweetxShortie22: lol
SweetxShortie22: woo this is goin in the journal too
oXo BabiG89 oXo: EWWW I HATE FEET
SweetxShortie22: yea
SweetxShortie22: me too
SweetxShortie22: but
oXo BabiG89 oXo: I DONT WANNA TOUCH MINE LET ALONE URS
SweetxShortie22: lmao
SweetxShortie22: well it would be easiest.. would u rather be dirty with dan and touch my feet or just sit and talk and not touch
SweetxShortie22: lol
oXo BabiG89 oXo: lmfao.. id rather b dirty w/ dan and touch ur feet
SweetxShortie22: lmao
SweetxShortie22: exactly

llmmffaaaoooo.... omg that wuz sooo freakin funny...

Yeessss now im done lol... Hmmm lets c tomorrow if the parade 2 celebrate the lightning (if u didn't look at my last entry totally dedicated 2 the lightning please look it took a while -cough- not really but look ne way -cough-..) but were not goin :-( but only bcuz we hafta pick up my aunt libby from the airport tomorrow around 2 and my mom is afraid shes gna get lost or stuck n not b able 2 pick her up lol... so yea there goes that plan but i get 2 go to the airport so its all good.. (hopefully i dont c ne fat guys strippin or garthe w/ his chickens lmfao sarah) ok well yea i should b off to bed soon being that i haven't slept well since friday (its not tuesday) bcuz i've been on an all time high from watchin my husband number one on the big screen and then having the lightning win the stanley cup... i must say this could b the best summer yet! :-D... ok well yes im leaving bye!

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Jun 7, 2004

YES!

Tampa Bay Lightning Stanley Cup Champions 2004~! :-D

On Game 7 Lord Stanley Said, "Let there be Lightning!"

Enough is enough:By Groovy Cool :-)

-Chorus-:Enough is enough it's time for the Lightning to meet Lord Stanley's Cup.
Enough is enough it's time for the Lightning to meet Lord Stanley's Cup.

Now you gotta believe in Martin St. Louis. Get ready to play here comes Vinny Lecavier.

-Chorus-

Richards and Modin are getting closer to the extreme and we aint fooling check out Nikoli Khabibulin.

-Chorus-

I said Go Bolts! Go Bolts! Lets hear it for Tampa Bay!
I said Go Bolts! Go Bolts! you know the ice is nice in Tampa Bay!

Go Lightning!!!
#26-Marty St. Louis
#19-Brad RIchards
#17-Ruslan Fedetenko
#4-Vinny Lecavier
#25-Dave Andreychuck
#35-Nikolai Khabibulin
#13-Pavel Kubkin
#22-Dan Boyle

#33-Fredrick Modin

#11-Chris Dingman

#36-Andre Roy
#27-Tim Taylor
#29-Dmitry Afanasankov
#37-Brad Lukowich
#9-Eric Perrin
#8-Martin Ciback
#44-Nolan Pratt
#7-Ben Clymer
#5-Jassen Cullimore
#47-John Ghrame
#21-Cory Sarich
#61-Cory Stillman
#55-Darryl Sydor
#2-Stan Neckar
#38-Darren Rumble
--no particualr order.. sorry 4 ne misspellings--

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hmmmmmm...

Im gna try 2 find something good 2 write in here.... it might take a while though...

While i'm looking....
The Lightning have their last game of the Stanley Cup Finals tonight... whoever wins this wins the cup.. and im NOT gna b there 2 watch! :-( (well i have a 10% chance of goin of my dad or mom get sick but they r both at work right now so i doubt it...) o well if they all go (yes everyone in my family is going BUT me (notttt faaiiirrr!) then my koolio jenn can cum ova :-p.. (maybe) I really want the Lightning to win but i wont be totally mad if they lose... cuz I like Calgary 2... its not like they're playing the flyers 4 this round then i would b pissed if they lost but they already won againt them :D...

ok yes... looking..

ok here we go.... this actually makes a point 2... a point on y NOT 2 make fun of somebody and if u do make fun of ppl maybe u should read this n c how ur words could affect them...

Her voice was sweet, her eyes were kind
She kept secrets and told no lies
She had many friends that helped her out
And she helped them up when they were down

One day at school her friend called her FAT!!!!
She said it louder and everyone laughed
Everyone turned on her and called her a dweeb
"Please, I've had enough" she would beg and plead

She ran home crying that very same day
Then she ran to the bathroom and grabbed a blade
She pressed it harshly against her wrist
And blood rapidly poured down her skin

The next Monday she came to school with scars
The kids in class saw and went on being harsh
They called her big, round, large, and wide
She wanted to yell but she kept it all inside

This time she walked home and decided for fun
She'd slice her neck in rows, one by one
She lost her anger, she lost her blood
She lost her mind, just cause it "felt good"

Soon she stopped eating, skipping every other meal
Her parents never knew, she kept her lips sealed
She became skinny, pale, bony, and thinner
She threw up her breakfast, lunch, and sometimes dinner

One day she was bored so she got her hands on some coke
She sniffed it through her nose and got a dry throat
She looked around and everything became dark
So she closed her eyes and fell apart

She fainted that day but no one heard her scream
Her dad saw her on the floor like it was a bad dream
She was rushed to the hospital in an hour or so
And her parents whispered and yelled "please don't go!"

She just layed there on the hospital bed
Cuts on her wrists and a messed up head
Her parents by her side crying endlessly
But she just looked upon them cluelessly

She slit her wrists, she slit her neck
She threw up her food every night before bed
She took some drugs, "it was better than a knife"
She wasted her money, her time, and her life

Her voice once was sweet, her eyes once were kind
Until a single word mutilated her mind
Her friends hoped it wasn't something they said
Cause a few days later, they found out she was dead

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Jun 6, 2004

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whoo hoo!!!! i got a bloggy thingy... whoop!... i really only wanted it 4 the thing on the side that everyone writes in though :p (idk how 2 use smileys lmao..)-if u even can in these things- hmmmm yea i have nothing to say so im outtie bye!

Posted at 03:42 pm by theboyisours
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